Monday, June 28, 2010

Bob Hope? Have Hope.




i had quite a difficult time with this particular video as i incorporated notes, thoughts and recommendations to the documentary itself. they forced me to play the intro/main lick almost throughout the whole song. Alex did the vocals and rhythm/lead parts in of the verses and chorus, while Kiko did bass duties. the cover photo was taken by Alex, by the way - i originally intended to use some of his sketches as cover art, but maybe i'll do that in the future. nothing much to write here, as the text are embedded in the video itself - which had a total run time of almost 30 minutes. i lifted this excerpt from a previous post as a brief description, as well as the corresponding link:


"this is another song penned by Alex, entitled DMZ GMZ Song in his original YouTube demo. i don't know what his title for this song really is, although i suggested "Bob Hope." he entitled this jam "Have hope," obviously. they forced me to play the main lick - i used Waya, my Cebu guitar for this "sabit-sabit" experience. Kiko did the bass duties using Pepe, my bass, plugged into my amplifier Pot-Pot. Alex did vocal duties and played "pogi guitar" using Kiko's Ibanez. this video was recorded using Alex's Nokia phone - as to why he placed the camera near my balls is beyond me - go ask him yourself. obviously, this is still a rough take - maybe we'd be able to record a more decent version in the future."

these are the lyrics from Alex:

Sometimes it's easy to break down than fight for your life,
dooroorootdoootdoomdoom.
They say, it's easy to fade, away, than burn out damn right.

You can't deny it.
Got to be it.
You cannot let us down.
Have hope, dooroorootdoootdoomdoom.

Baby, you have to got to climb now, out of that hole,
dooroorootdoootdoomdoom.
Let me take away the pain now and save you from yourself,
dooroorootdoootdoomdoom.

here's the YouTube link: http://youtu.be/3P8Axs9JgpY

Saturday, June 19, 2010

it's Like Hate but don't get it wrong



i've been working on this documentary video of Alex's song "Like Hate" all day and managed to finish just a couple of hours ago. i couldn't post this on YouTube or Facebook because of their restrictions so Multiply was the best and obvious choice. when i first heard this song, i thought it stood out from Alex's compositions at that time - the first acoustic version i heard was posted on his YouTube channel on February 16, 2009, and i got hooked. we jammed the song on February 22, 2009 (a Sunday afternoon) at Kiko and Mai's house - it had been a while since we last played, sometime in August 2005 to be somewhat accurate. i wrote about this session in one of my posted videos:


i have been making documentary videos of some songs because i want to tell the story of how we channel some of our creative / artistic energy and frustrations through this outlet called music. i admit that we probably suck big-time, in addition to not having any handsome members whom the girls could swoon at - at best, Alex resembles Dante Basco (of Hook, The Debut and Take the Lead fame) while Kiko is a deadringer for Craig Montoya (of Everclear and Tri-Polar fame). on second thought, maybe a couple of girls would swoon at us, if given the correct amount of alcohol. even if we don't have enough chops talent-wise, i get very excited every time we're able to get together and make original music / songs, as it's more fulfilling than being able to play your favorite cover songs - after all, it's OUR material, not somebody else's. the three of us also had this agreement that any composition by any of us should not be restricted to any particular genre - a no limits perspective if you will - basta original material, walang diskriminasyon. by extension, i really appreciate and respect artists who make and perform their original compositions dahil ginagamit nila nang tama ang talento nila.

again, i'm proud to share this low-fi video with all of you - in all its DIY glory - thank God for making punk rock influence our lives. i've also included Alex's lyrics below:

Like Hate

I keep wondering what's this all about. I keep on messing things based on what I need to say.
The morning clock has done its ticking, the train has stopped to pick the mob,
the jeeps and bus have all departed and I am left to steal your love.

I've consulted all the freer gods. Power left them nothing but human race is here to stay,
the heartbeats are all ablazing, the souls have known to dance and sway
the fiery love you never knew is now raging on and raging still like hate, hate. hate.

Oh Manila I can't figure out. You have scared the luck I keep locked inside the heart of me.
Your churches never smell but ruins, your streets are filled with and grief.
And I'd been left to rot and wander, still in love with you and yet I hate, hate, hate.

Though we know in time, though we know in time.
You'll be mine, you'll be mine. And we always hope
till the sacred day, sacred day.

here's the YouTube link: http://youtu.be/2P75nkatEWc

Thursday, June 17, 2010

galing kay pinsan: "If you spell Chuck Norris in Scrabble, you win. Forever." DIGS!

a song called Drown



i tried uploading this video earlier in my YouTube channel, but i had to make a shorter edit as the original exceeded 10 minutes. here's the original version, the URL of the YouTube edit, the original write-up as it appeared on my channel as well as the tags:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6P_tCFhdwA

this song is a pet project of mine, with the idea for the music starting as early as 1999 during my college days. along with my friends Alex and Kiko, we tried to make a basic arrangement of this song, with my chord progression, Alex's melody and Kiko's additional guitars. i told Alex the story about this girl friend i liked so much that i felt like i was drowning in her, and then he wrote the most amazing lyrics that hit the bull's eye - it was like he read my exact thoughts, how i was feeling. of course, he wrote in his channel that he's dedicating it to his "one," but i still say that he wrote my exact feelings in his lyrics. here's the original link in Alex's channel, as well as the lyrics:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4oiEvzaZ9ks

Intro

Verse 1:
Here I go again, I'm taking a path where no one else would go. I know it's killing me.
Just got my broken heart refixed for me. Well I don't care, when you are there.

Refrain 1:
I'm drowning in you. Swirling deep in your pool.
I'm lost but not a fool. I'm drowning in you.

Chorus 1:
Hey hear me out
Hey hear me out
There is no next time
Hey hear me out
I'm freezing like a fool. I'm drowning in you.

Interlude

Verse 2:
Hey there listen girl I know you will say what can never be. Like a day without a sun, like a
dream without a space, yeah
But what I'm trying to say is that you are the fire that's burning me inside. It's all right.

Refrain 2:
I'm drowning in you. Swirling deep in your pool.
I'm lost without a clue. I'm drowning in you.

Chorus 2:
Hey hear me out
Hey hear me out
There is no next time
Hey hear me out
I'm freezing like a fool. I'm drowning in you.

Chorus 3:
Hey hear me out
Hey hear me out
Hey hear me out
Hey hear me out

Chorus 4:
Hey hear me out
Hey hear me out
There is no next time
Hey hear me out
I'm lost but not a fool. I'm drowning in you.

Outro

Tags: drown 3:16 ok family computer breakaway from a breakaway group Gising Pa! music

p.s. this one's for her, the one who moves me, she who is one of a kind...

Resurrecting Golden Girls from the Grave



this is the first song i heard from Alex and Kiko sometime in 2004, and i immediately got hooked in its melody – like a Last Song Syndrome thing. the lyrics were written by Alex and the music was written by Kiko – and while this song had been criticized for lack of structure, to me it can be a sleeper hit by a not-so-handsome pair of guys who could easily pass for Dante Basco and Craig Montoya. after i heard it back then, i immediately wrote down the chord progression on a piece of paper so that i could learn to play it myself. about five years later, armed with the only surviving recording of the song, Alex and Kiko tried to reconstruct the song – recalling the music and lyrics while repeatedly listening to the recording which was a couple of minutes away from completely dying. i provided rhythm guitar work on the 4th take – the only good take, by the way – while Alex did the vocals and Kiko did lead guitar work. ironically, Kiko was the one messing up on the first three takes, probably getting pressured by the rolling camera. the following notes about the song’s history were written by Alex in his YouTube channel:

“this is an attempt to resuscitate golden girls from the grave. golden girls was the first collaboration made by this group and the song is approximately 2-3 years old. it was criticised for lack of structure and merit thereof. the original song was recorded using a software so we could put in another track for the second voice.

the origin of the song itself came from our decrepit landlady who is trying to hold on to her glory days as a sort of sumptuous society girl in her own right, what with her skimpy attires and vaudeville-like make up while on the verge of fighting it out with father time. the lyrics itself doesn't really makes sense. i think it was part influenced by the fungi-filled odor of our room in evangelista coming from the horrendous shoes and eat-me-i-want-to-die medyas of a person we're just gonna name g-force.”

here’s the link of the good take as well as the lyrics:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_aSXbYq18Dk

coming out of nowhere calls of bleak and blue swirl like candlesmoke
and we can feel serenity giving up our safety valves
heart that seeks the same old breeze
causing our hearts to beat in one causality

we are one, none still none, we are sons of salt and slush

no one knows but you and me
we can plead reality
and we can feel serenity
giving up our safety valves
heart that speaks the same old breeze
melting our souls to beat in one causality

Tags: golden girls from the grave aling norma 3:16 g.i. fun g-force lakpue drug conspiracy theory no structure breakaway from a breakaway group Gising Pa! music

Monday, June 14, 2010

SWS Bangkok Teambuilding June 9-13, 2010




ito ang isa sa mga resulta ng aming mga pagsasakripisyo - isang biyahe papuntang Thailand. sayang nga lang at hindi kami kumpleto lahat. ganunpaman, enjoy kami sa mga (mis)adventures sa ating ASEAN neighbor dahil magaganda ang tanawin at mababait ang mga tao.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010: bago kami umalis, todo-panalangin ako sa pag-release ng DFA sa aking pasaporte – June 9, 2010 kasi ang alis namin at nagsadya na ako sa passport division upang makiusap na mai-release ang aking dokumento kung hindi ay magbabayad ako sa isang bagay na hindi ko mapapakinabangan / ma-e-enjoy. nag-apply kasi ako for passport renewal thru a travel agency at sinabi sa akin ng liaison officer na imbes na after 10 working days mare-release ang passport ay 12-15 days in actuality dahil ganun daw ang kalakaran kapag nag-agency ka instead of filing an individual appointment. ganunpaman, nag-effort pa rin ako dahil hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit after 12-15 days pa ma-re-release ang pasaporte ko gayong PhP1,200 din ang ibinayad ko sa DFA. dala ang sulat na pirmado ng aking boss at kopya ng aking e-ticket pati ang printout ng webpage nilang nagsasabing ang fee na PhP1,200 = 10 working days ay nagsadya ako sa passport division at matiyagang naghintay na tawagin ang aking pangalan. sa awa ni Bathala, tinawag ako bago mag alas-12 ng tanghali para i-release ang aking pasaporte – paliwanag pa ng tauhan ng DFA ay hindi raw sa lahat ng kaso ay nire-release ang pasaporte kahit pa may kopya ng ticket. sa loob-loob ko naman: “putang-ina, eh kaya naman pala ninyong tapusin within 10 working days, bakit kailangan pang makiusap sa inyo? i-pu-pull out lang naman ninyo, hindi pa ninyo magawan ng sistema – sana hindi kayo mag-guarantee sa webpage ninyo kung hindi naman possible, di ba?” – pero siyempre, hindi na ako nagmatigas dahil mas malaking katangahan kung hindi ma-re-release ang pasaporte ko dahil sa pag-aangas. maraming salamat din kay Ms. Aileen Jeremias (ang liaison officer ng agency) para sa assistance. naka-leave ako buong araw pero bumalik pa rin ako sa opisina para magbayad ng dolyar at ikuwento sa mga kasamahan ko ang good news – siyempre, maraming-maraming salamat sa Kanya at sa iba pang ipinagdasal ako. umuwi na rin ako kaagad para makapag-pahinga kasi papasok pa ako kinabukasan.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010: pumasok pa ako nung umaga para magtrabaho. nagsabay kami ni Kuya Cerry papuntang NAIA Terminal 3 mga alas-4 ng hapon para ‘wag ma-traffic – 9:35 PM pa ang flight namin, pero nanigurado lang. nauna kami sa mga kasamahan naming at naghintay muna sa iba bago mag-check in, pagkatapos ay nagsikain na ng hapunan. palibhasa’y maagang nag-check in kung kaya’t naka-tambay pa kami bago ang flight – sound trip lang ang libangan ko sa isang sulok. nang umalis kami ay maayos pa ang weather sa Pilipinas, pero bago kami mag-landing sa Thailand ay malakas ang ulan kung kaya’t mauga ang eroplano.

Thursday, June 10, 2010: lampas hatinggabi na kami nakababa sa Bangkok at sinundo kami agad ng aming mga tour guides. matapos manggaling sa immigration at kunin an gaming mga bagahe, binigyan nila kami ng magagandang garlands bilang welcoming gift. ihinatid nila kami sa aming hotel na hindi naman kalayuan sa airport, at matapos kunin ang kanya-kanyang key cards ay nagsiakyat na kami sa aming mga kwarto para matulog. roommate ko si Vlad at hindi rin kami nakatulog agad kasi ang palabas sa HBO ay Harold and Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay kaya pinanood muna namin ang mga kagaguhan nina H and K bago magpahinga. matapos ang ilang oras ay almusal na – buffet style ito kung kaya’t food trip to the max ako. panalo ang fried rice with shrimp, breaded chicken, ham, bacon, pork sausage, chicken sausage, spinach roll, fish roll, at mushroom omelette. napaitan ako sa passion fruit juice kung kaya’t nilagyan ko siya ng isang toneladang asukal samantalang nilagyan ko ng artificial sweetener ang aking tsaa. pinakiramdaman ko lang ang pagtawag ni Mayor habang tumitingin-tingin sa paligid ng hotel. para lang akong nasa Pasay o Cubao kasi halos wala naming pinag-iba ang kalsada sa unang tingin, pwera na lang sa orientation ng kalsada – right-hand drive kasi ang mga sasakyan sa Thailand. nag-meeting lang kami ni Mayor sa kwarto pagkatapos ay sinundo na kami ng aming mga guides sa lobby ng hotel. nagbiyahe kami patungong Royal Grand Palace (Wat Phra Kaew) at binaybay ang kahabaan ng mga highway. nang makarating doon ay naglibot-libot kami at nag-picture taking. na-realize ko rin na iilan na lang kaming second-timers na natira sa office – nag-Bangkok na kasi kami noong 2001 matapos ang Senatorial elections – sina Dr. Mangahas, Tita Dâ, Ate Jen, Kuya Cerry, Leo, Vlad, and Me. samakatuwid ay kabilang na ako sa mga veterans / elders, hehehe. afterwards, pumunta kami sa Vimanmek Royal Mansion (Castle in the Clouds), ang pinakamalaking building na gawa sa golden teak. hindi na ako nakapag-picture dito kasi bawal sa loob at saka naubusan na ako ng battery sa Royal Grand Palace pa lang, kung kaya’t pagbalik naming sa hotel para mag-freshen up / mag-ready para sa dinner ay nag-charge na lang ako ng battery – samakatuwid ay wala din akong picture sa condo unit nina Ma’am Thetis (asawa ni Dr. Mangahas). ganunpaman, we all had a great dinner at their place at yung iba sa amin ay nag-swimming pa. special mention yung ginatang sago at melon na may arnibal – naka-tatlong bowls ako sa sobrang sarap niya kaya nabundat ako. tinamad akong mag-swim and had a couple of beers instead habang nakikipag-kwentuhan kina Ms. Josie, Ate Chel, Jingle, Daldin, Tita Germie at iba pang kasamahan sa field. nagpasalamat si Dr. Mangahas sa lahat ng staff sa pamamagitan ng isang simpleng speech matapos ang dinner – and this gesture of appreciation is one thing that keeps us going and gives us the extra strength to go on with our profession. of course, the trip to Thailand is also a nice thing. sayang lang at hindi kami kumpleto – mas masaya sana kung nakasama lahat. after the dinner ay bumalik na kami sa hotel para magpahinga dahil maaga pa kami kinabukasan.

Friday, June 11, 2010: medyo maaga ang wake-up call dahil kailangan pang bumiyahe papunta sa floating market. siyempre nag-karga na ako nang husto sa breakfast dahil sa medyo mahaba-habang biyahe. natulog na lang ako sa bus habang nagsa-soundtrip dahil bitin ang tulog kinagabihan. nag-stopover kami nang mga dalawang beses sa mga gasolinahan upang mag-CR break at mamili ng mga pagkain / abubot. one thing na napansin ko ay malilinis ang mga CR nila at malakas ang tubig, kung kaya’t hindi ka masyadong mag-a-alala kung tawagan ka ni Mayor nang biglaan – at pati ang bus namin ay may built-in CR kaya di ka praning sa paggawa ng either code 1, code 2, or both. nang dumating kami sa man-made canal, nag-group kami para sa bawat bangka – kasama ko sa bangka sina Marco, Tintin, Vlad at Kuya Cerry. medyo nanibago ako dahil parang humaba ang biyahe bago kami makarating sa floating market. pagdating doon ay nagsimula na ang shopping ng sangkatauhan – ibinili ko ng batik shawls si Nanay at t-shirt naman para kina Tatay, Noel, Kuya Wowie at para din sa akin. natuwa ako sa isang brown na aso na nakadapa sa bungad ng isang tindahan – akala ko nga nung una ay rug lang siya, pero nang gumalaw siya ay nakumbinsi niya ako na totoong aso siya. pagtawid sa kabilang side ng palengke ay nakapamili pa ako ng t-shirts at pamaypay mula sa isang matandang ale na binigyan ako ng discount. pagkatapos ay nakita namin ang isang mama na may kasamang baby elephant na ginagamit niya para pagkakitaan sa pamamagitan ng pagkuha ng pictures ng mga turista kasama ang alaga niya. friendly naman yung baby elephant, kinalabit pa nga niya yung braso ko na medyo ikinagulat ko kasi malamig yung laway niya – pero medyo naawa ako sa kanya kasi mukhang pagod na rin siya dahil medyo mataas na ang araw at mainit na sa paligid. matapos mamili sa floating market ay bumalik na kami sa bus at pumunta sa Samphran Elephant Ground & Zoo kung saan nag-lunch kami bago nanood ng Crocodile Show, Magic Show at Elephant Show. medyo nakakaawa din ang mga crocodiles kasi pinapalo ng kahoy sa ulo para sindakin ng mga trainers. idol din si Manong Magician kasi kahit luma na ang mga tricks niya ay nadala sa showmanship at napahanga niya kaming mga audience – siyempre okay din ang assistant niya, maganda ang rapport at chemistry nilang dalawa kaya matindi ang audience impact. matapos ang magic show ay elephant show naman – nagsimula sa narration ng historical and cultural significance ng mga elephants at natapos sa elephant soccer at feeding / picture taking. kanya-kanyang pasikat ang mga elephants nung mag-soccer sila at naka-costumes pa – especially yung isang naka-jersey ni Wayne Rooney ng England na nagpaikot ng hula hoop sa trunk niya. nung feeding naman, 10 Baht ang bawat tumpok ng saging / sugar cane na kinain naman ng mga elephants nang buong gana. nakapag-pa-picture pa ako hawak ang tusks ng isang elephant for 20 Baht kaya lang sa ibang camera kasi mahina na ang baterya ng camera ko. matapos yun ay namili pa ako ng ilan pang t-shirts at damit para sa kapatid kong si Michelle bago nag-picture taking sa crocodile exhibit kung saan kung anu-anong pose ang ginawa namin sa mga naka-display na buwaya. nga pala, nagpa-picture din ako kasama ang dalawang Bengal Tigers na mukhang nagutom pa yung isa nang makita kung gaano ako kataba. siyempre, medyo kinabahan ako nang umungol ang loko at halos kumaripas ng takbo matapos ang aking 100 Baht snapshot. pagkatapos ay dumiretso kami sa Gems Gallery kung saan nanood kami ng short film tungkol sa paggawa ng mga brilyante at tumingin-tingin sa mga alahas na ipinagbibili doon. namili ang ilan sa amin pero ako’y nakuntento na sa pagtingin-tingin. pagkagaling doon ay dumiretso na kami sa Pearl of Siam Dinner Cruise para mag-dinner. habang naghihintay ay nag-picture taking siyempre tapos kung anu-anong kakulitan ang pinag-gagawa namin. nag-souvenir photo ops din kami with a girl dressed like a princess – siyempre kinuha ko yung picture ko kasi minsan lang naman yun. pang-asar lang talaga kasi talagang dead batt na ang camera ko kung kaya’t wala akong nakuhang picture nung gabing iyon. ganunpaman ay panalo ang tsibog especially the spicy prawns, pork medallions, and the red chestnut-like things in coco milk na may langka. in addition, maraming magagandang babae that night – may isang grupo ng mga Chinese-looking ladies na mukhang yuppies, may dalawang magagandang waitresses at pati yung female dancer nila, maganda (she reminded me of a friend i met back in college). umulan din pala nung gabing yun kung kaya’t yung mga guests sa rooftop ng ship ay nagsibaba. other than that, it was a pretty great day. after the cruise ay bumalik na kami sa hotel to take showers and get some sleep.

Saturday, June 12, 2010: Independence Day sa Pilipinas, anniversary ng surfing trip sa San Juan, La Union / most memorable stay kina Mamita (Juskonaman!), at ikatlong araw ng aming tour. mas maaga ang wake-up call kaysa sa nakaraang dalawang araw kung kaya’t hilo pa ay nag-almusal na kami. bumiyahe kami patungong JEATH War Museum in Kanchanaburi – JEATH stands for the nationalities of those involved in the construction of the Death Railway: Japanese, English, Australian, American, Thai and Holland. bawal mag-take ng pictures sa loob ng museum kaya sa labas lang ang mga kuha namin. sa loob, we saw pictures, newspaper clippings as well as paintings of the brutalities noong panahong ginagawa ng mga POWs ang Death Railway. pagkagaling doon ay pumunta kami sa riles na dumadaan sa Khwae River kung saan nag-picture taking bago sumakay sa tren. ibinili ko din ng dress si Ally (pamangkin ko kay Kuya Wowie) at bumili ulit ako ng t-shirt ko. medyo mahaba ang biyahe at mainit dahil hindi ginagamit ang mga electric fans sa tren kung kaya’t cold towels na lang at snacks ang panlaban namin sa init, at siyempre picture-taking. may iba sa amin na nagsitulog, yung iba kinunan ng pictures yung mga nagsitulog, at yung ilan naman sa amin ay nag-pictorial ng “labas ang ulo sa bintana ng tren” series habang binabagtas ng tren ang mahabang kabukiran at mga ilog. nang makarating kami sa aming patutunguhan ay nag-lunch na kami – first time kong makatikim ng Tom Yum soup at medyo hindi ko kinaya ang anghang pero masarap pa rin siya. mabuti rin at may fried chicken at beef with vegetables kaya hindi naman maanghang lahat ng ulam. after lunch ay ibinili ko si Gelo (pamangkin ko kay Michelle) ng damit at pati si Rommel (bayaw ko, asawa ni Michelle at daddy ni Gelo). medyo nagkaroon ng kaunting problema dahil nagkasakit si Ate Babes pero naisugod naman siya sa ospital ng aming mahusay na tour guide, at sinamahan muna siya doon ni Ate Chel habang kami naman ay dumiretso sa Elephant farm kung saan sumakay kami sa mga elepante at nag-bamboo rafting sa ilog pagkatapos. medyo nakakaawa ang elepante namin kasi pinupukpok ng parang martilyo na may kawit para sumunod… sana lang hindi siya palaging nasasaktan nang ganun kasi nga masakit naman yun – ikaw kaya ang hatawin nang ganun, hindi ka ba magagalit? pagkatapos noon ay nag-bamboo rafting kami at nagsama-sama pa kaming mga miyembro ng heavyweight division sa isang raft. kabit-kabit ang mga rafts namin na hinila ng isang bangkang de-motor at iniwan kami nang medyo malayo sa pampang. nag-sagwan ang designated guide namin pabalik, pero mukhang nahihirapan siya kung kaya’t tumulong kaming mag-sagwan nina Vlad at Ate Jen – dito ko nagamit ang natutunan ko sa CDO adventure ko nung nakaraan, hehehe. matapos ang rafting ay binalikan namin sa ospital sina Ate Babes at Ate Chel – na-food poison daw si Ate Babes marahil dahil sa kinain kinagabihan – may beef kasing medyo rare ang pagkaluto kaya baka hindi natunawan nang maayos. pagkatapos ay tumahak na kami pabalik ng Bangkok at nag-stopover lang sa gasolinahan para mag-CR at bumili ng pagkain. nagbantay na lang muna kami ni Ate Alma kay Ate Babes habang nasa labas ang iba, at inilipat namin siya sa upuan sa may likuran ng bus para maka-unat ng paa habang nagpapahinga. habang pabalik ay binantayan siya ni Ate Chel samantalang ako naman ay taga-paypay niya. pagbalik ng Bangkok ay nanood kami ng puppet show sa Traditional Thai Puppet Theater (Joe Louis Theater) na isang teatro / museum. featured ang Ramayana – isang Indian epic tale – sa presentation na iyon. nagandahan ako sa presentation, although siguro biased ako kasi medyo inclined ako towards the arts kaya na-appreciate ko yun – anyway, it was a unique and educational experience for me dahil may music, dance at history / culture. pagbalik namin sa hotel, kanya-kanyang lapag ng mga gamit sa kwarto at dumiskarte muna ng dinner – nag-KFC kami nina Vlad at KC (Kuya Cerry) at nakita din namin doon sina Mear, Micko, Leo, Joan and later on ay dun din kumain sina Anchi, Jingle, Daldin at Ate Babes na medyo okay na nung mga oras na yun. pagbalik namin ng hotel ay naligo ako bago matulog, kaya lang ay hindi naman ako nakatulog kaagad sa hindi ko maipaliwanag na dahilan kung kaya’t nanood na lang ako ng TV hanggang antukin ako – mabuti na lang at relaxed ang wake-up call namin kinabukasan dahil free day / shopping day naman iyon.

Sunday, June 13, 2010: hindi na gaanong maaga ang wake-up call dahil 8 AM naman supposedly ang alis namin from the hotel patungong Chatuchak weekend market. after a quick breakfast ay nakipag-meeting muna ako kay Mayor at saka bumaba ng lobby. napagkasunduan the night before na ang kwarto namin ay isa sa mga imbakan ng mga bagahe kung kaya’t matapos ibalik sa akin ni Vlad ang key card ay iniwan ko ito sa front desk para kung sakaling may magsibalik na naka-assign sa kwarto namin ay madali itong makukuha. nag-train kami patungong Chatuchak kung saan tumayong tour guide si Tita Dâ – magkakasama kami nina Tita Germie, Vlad, Kuya Cerry, Ate Jen, Ate Mallu, Ate Jo, Malou, Eunice at Ma’am Evelyn (Mommy ni Eunice). lahat sila bumili ng unlimited card para sa MRT samantalang ako ay single trip token lang kasi hindi na ako maglilibot pagkatapos mamili. Dapat sana ay sampaloc na lang ang bibilhin ko para kay Nanay pero napabili pa rin ako ng dalawang bag – tig-isa si Nanay at Michelle (salamat sa pagtawad ni Ate Jen) at isa pang t-shirt (yung tribal elephant design). habang namimili si Ate Jen kasama naming nina Vlad at Malou, natanaw namin si Mae at pinuntahan ko siya at inakbayan – sa gulat ay hinampas niya ko ng bote. magkakasama pala sila nina Lhen, Lucie, Omeng at Clarence. nakita ko din sina Anne at Mon na namimili sa Chatuchak bago ko balikan sina Vlad, Ate Jen at Malou. matapos mamili ay pumunta kami sa main road patungong palengke kung saan makakabili ng mga prutas, pero bago iyon ay napadaan ako sa isang bandang nagpe-perform ng mala-Carlos Santana at Jimi Hendrix na tugtugan – at ang nakaka-bilib ay mga bulag / halos bulag silang lahat. kinunan ko lang sila ng picture at humabol kina Vlad pagkatapos. grabe, that band was another priceless experience – i wish i could’ve listened more pero ayaw ko namang paghintayin sila. pagtawid namin ay kaunting lakad lang at nasa palengke na kami. nakabili din ako sa wakas ng pinakamimithing sampaloc at konting dried mangoes – mabuti at nagbigay ng discount si manong tinder sa akin. matapos ang konting hintayan ay pumunta na kami sa subway para makabalik ng hotel. maglilibot pa sila pagkatapos mag-iwan ng mga pinamili samantalang ako naman ay magpapahinga na muna, total ay tapos na akong mag-shop. bumili na lang kami ng lunch ni KC sa food court ng kalapit na mall kung saan cash card ang pambayad sa ilang stalls. umorder ako ng crispy pork fried rice, shrimp fried rice at roasted duck sa isang Chinese food counter at tinake-out na lang ito para kainin sa hotel, for the incredible price of 185 Baht – oo, matakaw na ako kung matakaw… pero pwede na, di ba? matapos kumain ay naligo ako at nanood pa ng isang sitcom na parang Korean bago matulog. nagising ako nang mga 6-ish at nanghinayang na katatapos lang ng “Napoleon Dynamite” sa HBO pero humagalpak ako sa tawa nang Makita kong “Semi-Pro” ang kasunod na palabas. matapos ang ilang sandali ay nagsipasok sina Omeng, Lhen, Clarence, Vlad at iba pang kasamahan sa kwarto para mag-ayos ng mga gamit. ka-tong-its ko sina Lhen at Omeng habang nanonood ng “Semi-Pro” at pagkatapos ng palabas ay sinamahan ako ni Lhen bumili ng dinner, and we found this affordable place called Pepper Lunch kung saan bumili ako ng beef pepper rice. tamang-tama sa budget kong naghihingalo ang presyo niya – at natuwa ako just now kasi nang i-search ko siya sa web ay may branches pala siya dito sa Pilipinas. kasi halos puro turo-turo lang ang kinakainan ko kung kaya’t ignorante ako sa mga ganung info, hehehe. after dinner ay nag-meeting lang kami ni Mayor at bumaba na ako ng lobby para mag-check out. ihinatid kami sa airport ng aming mga tour guides at matapos ang mga pasasalamat namin sa isa’t isa ay nagpaalam na muna kami sa Bangkok at naghandang bumalik sa Manila. maraming salamat sa mga kasamahan ko for working their asses off, this was truly a product of our teamwork and sacrifices. to cap off this vacation, i even ribbed myself na magpakuha ng picture sa harap ng Mister Donut store sa loob ng airport just for a good laugh – isang bagay na hindi ko siguro magagawa nang walang poot if it were three years ago. just as i knew all along, i’ve already moved on (actually, last year pa nga) and i’m in a better situation. at maraming salamat sa Kanya for making all of these good things happen, and for the great friends i met along the way.

we may not always get what we want, but i believe that we all get what we deserve.

Tuesday, June 08, 2010

pangangamusta: a draft love letter


may napakinggan ulit akong kanta kanina, at naisip kita. kamusta ka na? wala naman akong sasabihing kakaiba, palipad-hangin lang ito... pero habang kinakaskas ang gitara, nagbabagsakan ang drum sticks sa drum set at kinakalabit ang strings ng bass ay pangalan mo ang isinisigaw ng lyrics.

sinilip kita sa webpage mo, mukhang okay ka naman today. wala lang, masaya lang ako 'pag nakikita ka - be it online or in person. i know that this may be awkward, pero nami-miss kita. there's too much i can't say to you, at kahit gustuhin ko man ay pinipigilan ako ng possibility na baka lalong maging weird ang pakiramdam.

ayaw kitang ilagay sa alanganin, although minsan siguro ay nailalagay kita doon nang hindi ko namamalayan o sinasadya. hindi naman siguro tayo ganun ka-close, pero magkaibigan naman tayo di ba? kaya ako, nag-subscribe ako sa isang litanyang sinabi ng isa nating kaibigan: "better this way, than no way at all." oo, ayaw kong mapalayo ka... kahit pa-pira-piraso at patingi-tingi, dinadaan ko na lang sa pagsusulat, status message, pag-post ng link, videoke, gitara, at sa pagbasa at pag-like paminsan-minsan ng mga entries mo ang nararamdaman ko - i try not to overdo it, kasi baka minsan nagmumukha akong pa-pansin. if i put you in awkward situations at times, patawarin mo ako - hindi ko sinasadya.

i'm not asking you to like me. i'm just asking you to understand that someone like me can fall for you. and i'm just this guy who is "torpe-at-heart" (again, a friend coined this term) na "natotorpe sa babaeng totoong napupusuan niya" (another friend wrote something like this), at ang babaeng yun ay ikaw.

p.s. the song title in the first paragraph sounds like your name, and sometimes i wonder that maybe it was written for you. it (the song) is from an album entitled "futures."

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

Saging Lang Ang May Puso Episode 5-Mt. Pinatubo




this was shot last December 26, 2009 during the RACE Mount Pinatubo Tour, kung saan ka-eksena ko sina Abet at Ronnel. from Joyce's raw mp4 file, nabuo ko ang kakulitang video na ito. hope you like it. =O))>